Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Silent pledge of Silence

In life, a lot of things happen. And after lot of incidents, you make a lot of promises to yourself, and you claim of a lot of things to the people around you. You say that you won't do this again, you say that you will start doing this and that from now on. But after a little while, as you relax, as you calm down, you realize that you cannot hold up to a lot of these promises.

But sometimes, just sometimes, after some incident, you don't make any promise to others, not even to yourself, but without any promise, a silence settles within you and this silence you propagate around you as well.


You become a quiet person. You lock that talkative, bubbly person somewhere deep down and then you throw away the key.



And not many people realize that. Because some people only knew you as a quiet person, for them you are the same.

And those who did know how cheerful you actually are fail to notice because from where they are standing, you are fine and you are happy. Because you smile when you meet someone and you smile at jokes cracked by your friends and hold back a retort.

But from where you are standing you understand that the smile on your face when you meet people is the smile that you put on to hide the tears in your eyes, so that the focus shifts to the smile instead of the tears.

And you know that when you smile at a joke cracked by a friend and hold back a retort, it is because you don't have anything to say, because silence is your refuge now.

And quietly and silently is how you start spending your days. And quietly and silently you start to remove yourself. You don't remove people from you lives, instead you remove yourself from theirs, because if someone detests you so much, isn't it better to save them the torture of having to look at you, or even seeing your name somewhere, or seeing anything that would remind them of you?

So quietly and silently you step out of their lives. And with a final goodbye you close the door and you never look back.

These are the silent pledges of silence.




Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Eid Mubarak


And it's Bakra Eid again.. my favorite favorite Eid :) :)
I used to spend the entire day downstairs with animals in the few days before Bakra Eid.
This is the eid of sacrifice and Muslims offer sacrifice of animals in the path of Allah on Bakra Eid.


Saturday, November 6, 2010

Kids….

We should learn a few things from kids, like;

Having a fight and then forgetting all about it. Forgiving the person you fought with instantly.

Being curious at how everything works.

Standing up, falling down and then standing up again. Never giving up hope or faith.

Finding joy in the most simplest of things.

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Smiling in a way that makes everyone (even the so-called adults) smile and forget all about their worries.

Not to be judgmental.

Not over-complicating things.

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Not dwelling in the past.

Being Happy…